whoa!

for those of you who know me, you know that i keep journals of my dreams bc they are so f*ed up! also, you know that i love sharing them & that i go into detail...which means it's a long story.

i will NEVER forget the first time i told the fam about one of my dreams. we were at gma & papa hageman's house. from then on every time i say, "omg. i have to tell you about my dream last night," ppl go running.

well OMG! i HAVE to tell you about my dream last night:

i went to a dance , charity, function thingy that was happening in a school district in which i sub for. it was at their high school. it was meant to be a girls' night out thing, but our men went as well. just on their own. as i was walking in, i noticed a group of kids standing outside being all "gang-like." we walked by them and i felt really weird, so i turned around and one of the guys had a gun pointed at me!!! he fired it and shot me in the arm. then a cop jumped in front of me and was shot in the chest. the shooter took off.

i ran inside. i was in the bathroom looking at my arm. it looked like filleted chicken! EW! wtf?! my right foot was all messed up, too. the 1st layer of skin was swollen & mushy. i tried ripping it off but not all of it came off so it just hung there. OMG! EW!!!! i stuffed my foot back into my shoe and it was "pouring" over the sides!!!! i feel like vomiting right now.

jimmy was inside somewhere getting a tattoo. he had no clue what had happened. they kept us all there overnight. finally, someone found me and let me & jimmy go. i was afraid to be alone & everywhere i looked i thought someone was shooting at me. jimmy was walking me out, but then i couldn't find me and starting getting scared. then i saw a kid pointing something gun-like at me. there was a red target light shining on me and a beeping noise. jimmy & i walked out & the beeping never stopped. he even noticed it. they're following me or something! we drove away & stopped at a cemetery to see if anyone was following us. then a white suburban pulled in with 3 gang members (hehe) staring at us. AHH!

so we peeled outta there and lost them on the freeway somewhere. i said, "i'm never subbing in that district again." my arm was all black & blue with a giant hole with blood oozing out. we drove to a hospital and they put me on the waiting list.

Are you freakin' kidding me?!?!?!


*that was a really f*#%ed up dream!!!

*p.s. that's the 2nd time within 2 months that i had a dream i was shot.
the other time i got shot 7 times and the person was spelling my name as they did it. "K-R-I-S-T-N-E!" yes- - they misspelled it in my dream. hahaha!!!!